Mid-Term Break :)

Finally..

I can enjoy my one week break after suffer in my Maths&Psychology paper !

but..now..is the time for me to worry about my SPM result..

yea..SPM result is coming out in this coming Thursday !!

I don't know what can I do beside waiting ..

but I just hope that I won't get a very bad result :)

GOD BLESS ME ,please :)

and also BLESS for my friends too :)

hope everyone can get good result :)

yea..

have discuss with mum about studying at oversea that day..

but mum seen like not agree it..

because..mum scare I will study until very stress..

hmm..

but..for me..I really want to go for oversea..

I want to try the feeling..that study alone at outside..

without any family members beside me and friends..(maybe still got a few of friends with me but not a lot)

but..the 1st mistake I do is I had chosen the wrong course !

because..I want to go for UK..but my course just offered us to AUS..

so..if I really want to go for UK..my result must be very good..

that day..I go for a education fair from a few UK University at my school..

I found a University that they can let me transfer to UK in my year 3 degree..

but I must score at least 3.0 in my year 1 & 2..

so..I really don't know whether I can face this challenge or not..

sorry ..for losing my confident again :(

but I really scare that I can't score ><

but I will try to score it :)

and the most IMPORTANT thing is..I hope I can PASS my CSAM first !

GOD BLESS ME ,PLEASEEE !!

yup..

family is the motion for me to study hard..

but at the same time..family also make me feel stress..

especially my mum..

I don't know why..mum is the biggest motion for me..

she always give me confident..

and always scold me when I lost my confident..

she believe me that..I can do well like other people do ..

but sorry mum..

I really don't have confident since I was in high school..

but I don't know why I will lost my confident :(

but don't worry..

no matter how hard or stress I need to face..

I will stay strong and face it..

hmm..

learning to care people who only care for yourself..

is one of the way to protect yourself..

sorry I'm tired at all..

I don't want to act like a idiot again ! :)

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