Holidays or SemBreak ??!!

 After settle all my stuff on tomorrow..

I will be having my holidays and I call it as "sem break"

okay...as I know..yeah..

I will be wasting a lot of money if I continue my new course in Inti..

because..if I choose foundation in business at the begining..

I will be a HELP student but not Intian !

but..after I came to Inti..

I really enjoy it as well ! 

and I believe this feeling would not be able to get from HELP..

because if I study in HELP..

I must travel everyday from home to school..

and I could not enjoy CAMPUS LIFE !!!

I'm sorry for wasting a lot of money..

I had try my best to study SAM..

and please..don't blamed on SPORT !! 

PLEASE!!!

if I have my test on next week..

I will stop all the SPORTS activities and I even give up to have dinner...

ONE WEEK before my test  !!

but what I get for my test..are FAIL !!

Sorry..I really can't catch up !

I know..I had waste my time but is better than I waste for the whole year ! :(

Please..don't always compare other with me !!

Me is ME ..and they are THEY..

they might or may will catch up in their next sem..or they dare to try..

but..sorry..I don't dare to try it..

I'm scare !! I really scare !! :(

Forgive me of my low confidence ! Sorry !! :(

I really scare if I study and suffer for 11 months..

but at last I can't get anything that I hope to get it  !!

I really can't imagine how should I be..

please..I really STRESS on it !!

and what I can say ..

is just SORRY,SORRY and SORRY !!

I promise that I will STUDY HARD in my FOUNDATION !!

and this is my last chance that I give myself !

Anyway..

thanks to my family for giving me chance !

Thanks & Sorry !

我喜欢笑，尤其是大笑。

因为至少在我不开心的时候我可以用我的笑声来逗逗自己，安慰自己。

但笑了，真的有用吗？

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